Son fell.out of bed at 3am, then I couldn’t fall back asleep even tho feel.so tired… What is wrong with me lol

So 8 days ago I got a fetal fibronectin test done by a specialist. Never heard from the Dr so I assumed it was negative. At my maternity and GP appointment today, she told me it was positive. Argh. So nice to know.

But a positive means I have a 30% chance of going into labor before monday, not too bad.

Is it odd that I cried? I cried on the way home and dried my teara before I came into the house. My hubby and father-in-law were working on the kitchen and my hubby got mad at me for being upset… I told him ‘I’m pregnant incase you haven’t noticed and therefore have lots of HORMONES raging through my system’.

Its irrational but I feel like my body is failing me (and my son), why is it so determined to get on with the labor? I so badly want to deliver at full term, and it feels like everything is working against me.

And my kitchen isn’t close to being done…. I have no sink and dishwasher, possibly *might* have them in by the weekend…. Just shoot me :-P House is such a messy disaster, no place for a newborn.

Lil guy showing signs that he’s ready!! he’s squatted here and there, he regularily accompanies hubby or i to the bathroom, we play potty games and he climbs on his potty and loves my ‘pee pee in the potty’ chant, and now he goes to the big toilet, lifts the lid and says ‘pee pee’!

So torn at the moment! With a new baby who could come any day, do I attempt to potty train and risk it getting screwed up royally? A girlfriend of mine has a toilet-training-whispering mommy friend who swears that with consistency your child can be trained in 4 days… I asked if I could hire her as my perch on the couch doesn’t make it easy to always see the signs. Now that Aiden can climb onto the potty without me lifting him, I might just be able to manage while on bedrest, as currently I do get up to change his diaper.

Any thoughts? Start and hope for the best or wait until baby is born and no longer a newborn (sleep and time wise)?

Sometimes I unfollow people because my dashboard gets clogges up with unfunny cartoons, or quotes that I don’t care to read. Other times I unfollow people who post pics of girls in skimpy outfits with their butts hanging out, or post a whole bunch of info about their sexual preferences. I also unfollow.people who post over and over about family drama while internalizing their anger instead of trying to find resolutions. These are just things I don’t care to hear about. Sorry if I offend but just not my thing. Before I unfollow someone I read a fair bit back to determine if I am interested or not.

Reason I post this is had to clean my dashboard so I can try and keep up with my fav bloggers, and while doing so I read something about if you ‘unfollow me I hate you’.

I’m interested in mainly mommy/daddy/parenting blogs, preemie blogs and baking blogs mostly. Posting this as I’ve unfollowed a few people and going to do it to a few more.

To my husband whom loves and cherishes me, who is without a doubt my other half, I could not have a better man to create the beautiful boys we have. The excitement and joy I see in Aidens face when you play with him warms me through and through. His adoration for you is evident every time you come home from work, every morning when you walk into a room or anytime you take him out. You make such a wonderful father to Aiden and I know when our next child arrives in a few weeks, he will adore you just as much as we do.

Hmm dunno how to respond to replies, doesn’t seem to let me on my phone or iPad. Anyways the Dr did the fetal fibronectin test so I would hopefully have 2 weeks of peace of mind and said he would call either way. But I’ve had it a few times when Dr’s or their receptionists say they will call back and never do, just too many people to remember who you said what to I guess. I see my GP In a few days so will find out for sure then, but if it was positive I would’ve surely heard by now